My Sister Was Hiding Her Future Baby’s Name From Me – When I Found Out Why, I Went Pale

When she had her first kiss at 14, I knew before her diary did. When she got her heart broken in junior year, she crawled into my bed with me at two in the morning and broke down in ugly sobs.

I was her confidant for discussing every job interview, every fight with Mom, and every weird dream about flying cats.

We weren’t just sisters; we were best friends.

Paint colors for the nursery? Check. Debate between cloth and disposable diapers? Obviously. Baby names? Well, that’s where things got weird.

“So, what options are you thinking about for my niece’s name?” I asked during one of our coffee dates.

I had a whole list of suggestions ready and was practically bouncing in my seat; I was that keen to discuss them all. I mean, naming a child is a huge deal.

Eliza just smiled this vague, distant smile and stirred her decaf. “We’re still deciding.”

“We’re still figuring it out, Cam.” She gave me a look over the top of her mug, one I recognized immediately as her “back off” stare.

And that was that.

There was no excited brainstorming session, no asking what I thought about Madison versus Emma, not even horrified whispers about her husband wanting to name the child after some great-aunt with a weird name.

It felt like she didn’t trust me, but I tried to brush it off. I convinced myself she must have a good reason for excluding me. Maybe she wanted to surprise everyone, or maybe Miles had strong opinions, and they were still negotiating.

But I soon realized I was wrong.

I texted her a few times over the next few days with name suggestions, but each time, she texted back, “We haven’t settled on anything yet.”

Which turned out to be a bald-faced lie.

I went shopping with one of our cousins over the weekend and brought up the baby naming issue. My cousin’s response was an awkward “oh, damn, you don’t know” smile.

When I found myself alone with Miles’s mom during the baby shower, I casually mentioned that I couldn’t wait to hear the baby’s name.

She also gave me a weird smile.

Aunt Linda almost spat out her coffee when I brought up the name over brunch. Miles’s younger brother nearly dropped a dumbbell on his foot when I ran into him at the gym and mentioned our future niece’s lack of a name.

We were having dinner one evening, just me and Mom, when I mentioned how weirdly everyone reacted when I mentioned the baby’s name.

“Oh, really?” She laughed nervously and averted her gaze. “I’m sure you’re just imagining it.”

“I’m not.” I leaned forward. “You know it too, don’t you?”

Mom’s face did this guilty thing where she looked everywhere except at me. Then she rose suddenly and snatched up her plate.

“Dishes won’t do themselves, will they?” she said cheerfully as she hurried into the kitchen.

“Oh, no, you don’t!” I called out as I followed her. “Mom, please. Everyone else knows. Why am I the only one she’s hiding this from?”

She let out a sigh and set her plate down in the sink. “Eliza said not to tell you. She thought you’d laugh.”

That hit me like a slap.

I could feel my voice getting higher, but I didn’t care.

This made no sense. Sure, I teased her about silly things when we were kids, but laughing at her baby’s name? That was cruel, and I wasn’t cruel.

“You’re going to tell me, Mom. Now. You have got to be kidding if you think I’d laugh at my niece.”

Mom set down her cleaning cloth and sighed. “It’s because the baby’s name is… Tooh.”

“What? Like… the adverb, ‘too?'” I asked slowly, feeling all the blood drain from my face.

“I know. It’s… different. Eliza said it’s spelled T-O-O-H, pronounced like ‘two,’ the number, but softer. You know how she is with being creative.”

The kitchen started spinning. My ears buzzed like someone had turned on a really loud fan inside my head. Creative? This wasn’t creative. This was…

Oh God.

Only I knew about that first pregnancy.

I had driven to her apartment and found her sitting in the bathtub, fully clothed, crying so hard she couldn’t breathe. I had held her while she whispered, “I didn’t even get to name her.”

This wasn’t a quirky name. Instead, it was a secret tribute, a private marker of grief.

But instead of feeling touched, I felt something darker. Disgust, rage, fear.

“You’re seriously naming her Tooh?” My voice came out trembling despite my efforts to stay calm.

Eliza looked up, completely composed. “We are.”

“You’re naming her after the number of babies you’ve had?”

She placed a pair of impossibly small shoes into a drawer and closed it gently.

Something snapped inside me.

“It’s cruel, Liz. It’s going to follow her forever. She’ll never just be herself. She’ll always be Baby Number Two, or, ‘we had this baby, too,’ and that’s what you’ll be thinking of every single time you call her name.”

“You don’t understand—”

“I understand perfectly!” The words exploded out of me. “You want to hang your grief around this innocent baby’s neck like some kind of memorial necklace. What happens when she’s five and asks why her name sounds like a number? What happens when she’s older and finds out she was named to commemorate a dead sibling?”

“It’s not your decision, and I don’t need your approval. This is about me and Miles. Not you.”

That’s when I said the only thing that felt true in that moment: “Then I’ll do what I need to do. I’ll protect her from you, from this name, from the weight you’re about to place on her back. She didn’t ask to be your memorial, Liz.”

I left without another word, my hands shaking as I drove home.

I imagined her at school, having to explain her name over and over, or googling it in search of some meaning, but finding nothing but confusion.

I imagined the weight of always being a shadow of something unspoken.

So I made a quiet vow in the darkness: No matter what her name is, I will be her light. I’ll be her truth.

I’ll be the one who sees her for her, not for who she came after.

The birth came early. Of course it did. Eliza’s labor started fast and fierce on a Tuesday afternoon, and by the time I got the frantic call from Miles, they were already at the hospital.

I missed the actual delivery by minutes.

When I finally burst into the room, sweaty and out of breath from running through hospital corridors, everything was quiet and sacred and new.

Eliza looked exhausted but radiant, and Miles was crying happy tears. But all I could see was the tiny bundle in the clear bassinet next to the bed.

The nurse placed this impossibly small person in my arms, all squishy-faced, with a patch of curly dark hair, and everything else fell away.

This is my life now, I thought. Loving her, lifting her, and figuring out a nickname for her that means more than a number.

Then a nurse came over with a clipboard.

“What’s her name?” she asked Eliza cheerfully. “For the birth certificate?”

My heart clenched. I braced myself to hear it and swore I would swallow my reaction for this baby’s sake. I would smile and nod and start the long work of helping her carry this burden.

Her voice came out hoarse but clear: “Her name is Camille.”

I burst into tears so suddenly that I nearly dropped the baby.

“What? But… why?” I whispered.

Eliza smiled weakly, tears starting to stream down her face, too.

I held my niece tighter, feeling something settle deep in my chest.

My voice came out steady now, strong in a way I’d never heard before: “Then I’ll be twice the woman she needs. I swear to you, she’ll never walk alone.”

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